stuck in time; just one moment

note: im writing this in bed
there are moments in our life that are insignificant, and pass us by quickly without us even thinking about it twice. It isnt until someone brings it up that you might remember it.
Then there are those significant moments in life, that might've made a really big impact in your life, or that you thought were great and held on to.
What type of person are you? Are you living in the past or the present ?
I have always been the type of person that holds onto memories (my excuse is cause im sentimental), but what i find is that alot of the time i am living in the past, and i feel a need to compete with myself to form better memories in order to feel achieved. (maybe you think im crazy)
but i realised, that i always am living in my own shadow.
Whcih moment do you linger on ?
For a long time, i couldn't drop my memories of primary school, until something happened that i thought was better... And then i kept that in my mind as what the idea of 'fun' was.
It really reflects upon the way i live. Im the type of person, who as much as id like to deny, likes to hold on and preserve what i already have.
... Except ill probably never truely appreciate what i have at the time, until that moments past.

Point of this all: live in the present, enjoy each moment during it and not after.