Awww sheittt...

A cold sense panic washes over you as beads of sweat starts forming around your forehead. Your surroundings seem to swirl around you in a light blur as you frantically look around you. Your pulse is racing, your heart is thumping and the adrenalin is rushing through your veins.

'FUUUUU**', you think.

'WHERE DID I LEAVE IT?'

As you continue to frantically search for your missing item, it's nowhere to be seen and you try to recollect when you last saw it. But you don't have a single clue.

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Does that moment ever happen to you?

Because it happens to me all the time, like the time I thought I lost my mobile.

Also the time I thought I lost the price list of clothes at work.

Anyways, my work is reputedly the easiest job out there where I just have to endure the hardships of walking two minutes from home to the local shopping centre, then sitting for another 8.5 hours in front of the computer where I go on Facebook, go on Tetris and do some homework. Occassionally, people do come in and buy stuff but most of the time I'm extremely free.

This would be one of those times, but I just had that moment where I thought I lost something at work and freak out because it's only me and the boss who work here ... so it's extremely obvious when I fuck up.

(Like the time I stepped on a shelf and broke it)

Shh. The name of the store will now remain anonymous (but it is of a very trendy nature).

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And onto the second topic of the day.... publicly stacking it...

I don't usually see it happen to other people but I experience it on an almost daily basis.

For the inexperienced, it's probably awkward and you feel embarassed right?

I think I take it that step further of awkwardness when I start laughing to myself after and walk off as if it didn't happen

What is the smoootthest way to respond to this situation?

H8 LYF BRO

Lately I've just been studying all day and night, days on end without doing anything else.

Leads to emotional and physical deterioration because I end up feeling like this everyday:

At some point or another I'll stop procrastinating on TetrisBattle (because in Tetris, there is no time for friendship so screw you TetrisFriends, no).

For the meantime, I'll continue listening to this:

Relevance only remains until the part where he doesn't give a fuck

I DONT GIVE A CHAINSAWWWW (watch the video to understand)

No time for blogging anymore though I've had so much time (procrastination time) to think about interesting topics

Things I envy (sort of)..

Just a note, I haven't written here for ageeeeeeees and mostly I felt inspired to write because I creepily stalked someone else's blog and thought .. Oh cool, I should update mine too. (Little does this person know).

Anyways, this is a general list of things that I wish I had (or more just in general things I lack):

1) Body heat

In winter, my hands and feet and whole body is like a giant frozen ice block. I don't get how other people can still wear shorts/skirts/short sleeved shirts or go clubbing in some super skanky outfit. I am forced to wear at least 3 layers (the outer layer being a fobby snow jacket). I walk to uni in the morning and seriously do not see anyone wearing more than me...........

This is what I imagined myself wearing..

That's what I wear...

2) A sense of humor
I'm pretty glad I'm not a guy, or else I'd never get girls with my amazing sense of humor.......
i.e. "Hey want some Sprite?" ........ "Jokes it's water"

3) People who don't get Asian flush

"What do you mean I've been drinking?"

4) A mysterious, cool aura
Like those people who just seem so stoned yet alluring with their mysterious personality. How do they get such a ceebs-to-talk-to-you-cause-I'm-too-cool confidence from?

5) People who can stay awake during sleepovers
At every camp, even when I try to stay awake I just HAVE to fall asleep. I'm like that kid who's asleep in the corner whilst everyone's having a mad D&M sesh. ZZZZZZZ coffeeeeeeeee

To be added to....... when I think of more things.

A snapshot of one moment

Jane exhaled contently, feeling the breeze against her face as the gentle hum of the motor formed part of the background noise. She felt straight out of a movie, feeling so carefree without a single worry in the world. For now, she just wanted to put down all the problems of the world and enjoy the moment in front of her.

The gentle sunset set up a perfect scene as the car continued driving up the hill. The sight of illuminated lights in the distance, Jane admired the beauty of such simplicity. Maybe others drove past this scene everyday without ever looking beyond the motorway. An unnoticed beauty amongst the dense concentration of factory buildings.

Sometimes, she felt it was moments like this that she could think back to. When she felt so comfortable being herself, away from everyone else. Away from the harsh realities.. She let herself dream of all the possibilities.

What would it feel like to step out of her daily routine. What would it feel like being someone else for a day, or just be somewhere else in the world.